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Author Topic: We broke up 6 years ago and haven't spoken in over and year.

March 19, 2019, 09:42:52 AM
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    Okay so this is a long story but I'll try to keep it short. When I was 14 (I'm 21 now) I found myself in a long distance relationship with a girl, we'll call Mags. We would video chat or call each other by phone every night and we would send "love boxes" by mail with little gifts and clothing that the other had worn. I was so deeply in love with her that I couldn't imagine a life with anyone else. She was absolutely perfect in every single way. Not a single flaw. Our relationship went on for about and year and two months and she finally cut things off. It's important to note that I have never met this girl in person but I was still madly in love with her. I was more than heart breaking. I felt this horrible pit in my stomach for months after this. She would initiate contact again every so often but the time between contact grew wider and wider over the years. When I was about 17 she contacted me for the last time and we ended up stripping for each other on Skype and she suddenly stopped talking to me again. Time went on and I got a new girlfriend, went to college, and joined the military. I had a new girlfriend at the time who also broke up with me later on but I still thought about Mags a lot. I tried one last time a little over a year ago to speak to her and she said that she was trying to forget the past and move toward the future with a guy she had been dating for about 3 years. I told her that was fine I just wanted to be friends because she was such a wonderful part of my life at one point and I didn't want to lose her completely, but if she didn't want to hear from me anymore that I would never try to make contact again and she never responded. I haven't heard a word from her since. She blocked me on all forms of social media so I don't know if she's even still out there. I have mostly moved on and have yet another girlfriend that I have been dating for a year and a half but I still find myself lying awake at night thinking about Mags every so often. I feel guilty for feeling the way that I do but I guess I just never really got to know who Mags really was because I never got to see her in person. I would do anything to have a cheesy little lunch at a fast food place with her one time just to see what it's like to sit across from her face to face. I really don't want to go the rest of my life without speaking to her again but at this point it doesn't seem like that's an option. I find myself wondering if she thinks about me too but I guess I'll never know. I just wanted to vent that to people who would hopefully understand where I'm standing.

 

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