We dated for over 5 years and were just talking about getting engaged. I was completely devastated when he left me for another woman. I dated someone else too for 4 months and recently broke up with him because I couldn't stop thinking about my ex. I'm not sure whether he is still in a relationship or not. I'm afraid to look on his social media. I would love nothing more than to get back together, but he was the one who left me, and he hasn't reached out to me since. I know it would probably be best to just try to forget about him, but that is what I've been trying to do, and I just can't. I feel like he is the one for me. I just messaged him just to see how things are going for him because I figured I have nothing to lose, and I'm scared of how he's going to react. We haven't had any contact in 6 months, and the last time we talked did not end well. I guess what I want to know is did I do the right thing reaching out? And what if he still doesn't want anything to do with me? Any advice on moving on from such a long term relationship?

Do you know why he left you?

Sounds like a lack of confidence and self-worth if he just up and left you for someone else.

What do you do for hobbies? For fun?