Super confused and all over the place.
Well this is going to be long just hope someone can relate or atleast give me some advice or thoughts.
I was in a relationship with a man I fell in love with but got hurt by him quickly in he got back with his ex saying it was just for the money she owes him and that he wanted me and only me we even got pregnant but I lost it and he was happy and wanted the baby. Shortly after he became distant and I felt as tho I was on the side which I'm not ok with at all and so we fought and made the decision to end things I shortly got with my best friend and he is truly amazing treats me right and shows me genuine care and love but my ex constantly texts me reminds me how we used to be reminds me that we are suppose to be starting a family and how could I just turn around and get with some one else I feel bad and confused on one hand I'm still in love with him but at the same time my best friend is a once in a life time type of man and I dont know why I cant shake off my ex especially knowing hes still with her and lies about it and tells me he loves me but makes no sense why hes with her if it were true. I'm just confused my feelings are everywhere.
What should I do?
How do I get my emotions in order?