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Author Topic: If it hurts, does that mean that I have feelings for her?

June 15, 2020, 06:23:32 PM
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VehementPhosphor87


*TRIGGER WARNING: SUICIDAL THOUGHTS*

To cut it short, I have been dating this girl for about a month or 2 (I'm 25 and she's 24). For a while, I felt like I was madly in love with her. We met at work and see each other every day. She claims to be in love with me. She's amazing. She's everything I ever wanted. We just had our 4th date this past saturday. We've never had an argumen. She's already
talked about wanting to get married. Saturday, I went meet her parents. We got along great and they seemed to like me. She
and I went out to eat, shared alcoholic drink and then came back to my place. We were watching our favorite show and then
we started making out and had sex. (this would be the second time we've had sex.) Then, I bring her home and things are
great. Then, I wake up the next morning with a painful feeling in my stomach, feeling anxious and all of a sudden, all of
the butterflies and sparks are gone. I figured it would let up the next day but it didn't. I really care about her and
just her mere presence brightens my day. I love her smile, her laugh, and the way she looks at me is like nothing in the
entire universe. After work, I finally broke down and told her how I'm feeling, that I realized that the intense feeling I
had toward her was just infatuation and lust. and that I want to slow down and take the time for true love to blossom. She
thought that I was breaking up with her but I promised her I wasn't. I really want to be with her and fall in love with
her. She was made for me and I was made for her. After I told her, I broke down crying. I've been sobbing on and off for
the past two hours. I am very depressed and don't know if I can even look her in the eyes, let alone see her at work every
day... I don't know what to do... I'm contemplating suicide because I just can't live with my self. She agreed to taking
it slow and just dating, but I know I hurt her. I can tell by the tone in her voice. Please help me... This hurts so
much...

 

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