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Author Topic: I feel like a cheater even tho I never had an affair.

February 03, 2020, 05:39:19 PM
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Please help me I feel so bad.
During our relationship I have had porn and lust problems and when I told my girlfriend she got very upset and sad and feels cheated and her love for me kinda faded.

I have never had relationships before her and I love her more than ever now.In the begining of the relationship she was my world and I didn’t have problems with other girls but when she became toxic and when we had lots of relationship problems,I started lusting over other girls but it was all subconcsiously and I couldn’t control it and I didn’t want that to happen but it just did.I never cheated with other girls ,never had an affair but she considers watching porn as cheating because I have enjoyed other women’s bodies.I now feel like a cheater and can’t get over the guilt because we had a special relationship and I ruined our close connection.She trusted me and loved me more than anything and when I see that those things are gone I feel extremely bad and guilty because she was the most valuable thing in the world for me.Even if she is ready to forgive me I just feel like I ruined everything and I feel that she will never look at me the same as before.I feel like no matter what happens sex and love was only ours and now I ruined that rule.I really never wanted it and it was a subconcsious problem and I have vowed to not repeat my mistake and I am healed now.

I feel so bad I am afraid of losing the closness,the respect, the trust and the love of my SO.These things were very special from her and I am afraid that things won’t be like in the beginning.It was the relationship of my dreams and I am very very sad hmmm.We’ve been dating for two years.

 

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