I am a small guy but am attracted to BBW'S. My current girlfriend is big, sexy, and the best lover I've had by far. Good personality, but a little jealous when she drinks. One night we were at a bar. I was waiting for her outside the bathroom when a woman came out before her and started talking to me. My girl came out and saw us talking. She hauled off and hit me so hard she knocked me out cold. You can't imagine the embarrasment. I broke up with her, refused her calls and blocked her. A few days later she showed up at my place and begged for five minutes of my time to apologize. I let her in. She was crying and apologized profusely. She said she wanted to put ice on my eye and would leave. She held ice on my eye and with the other hand massaged my crotch. She looked so sexy in her low cut shirt that I was aroused and gave in to her advances. We had great sex but I felt bad afterwards. She is beautiful, great in bed, has a good personality and we get along. Should I give her another chance? I ask here because I don't want my friends or anyone that knows me to find out that my girlfriend knocked me out with one punch.

It's a tough decision. She has promised to cut back on her drinking. I appreciate feedback because I am too embarrased to ask friends and family. No one who knows me knows what happened.